Healthy? My ass. Bunch of shit. I’m back into this mess. Purging, cutting, yay.
New blog: HEALTHYLOVELYGORGEOUS on tumblr.
Cutted again, yay.
Too much mental stress here & my nephew put all his stupid cars in my room but who needs to clean it? ME! So I threw some of them out & mom screamed at me. I cutted a bit, fuck it.
MY NEW TUMBLR!
healthyLOVELYgorgeous on tumblr.
BEYONCEfourever on tumblr.
& my personal one that I only give out via ask. :)
Deleting this one soon, wanna be healthy & happy.
Everyone, this is my new tumblr:
HEALTHYLOVELYGORGEOUS.TUMBLR.COM.
TRYING to be healthy… still going to post thinspo, I think… or fitspo.
I don’t know yet, however I feel.
I want to make a new tumblr, now & lose weight healthy… unless I get my weight-loss-surgery.
Whoever wants my ( probably ) new tumblr-link, msg me.
I’ll probably still post thinspo but I want a new start…
Today was… can’t think of a word to explain it.
It all started well, then there was a long shock-moment, was in the hospital because of two family members for about six hours. I’ve never been so nervous. Cried a lot at the end but they’re both doing better now. Still need to be there though but it’s getting better. It wasn’t a bad day, it was just pretty… spontaneous.
(Source: holidayproblems)
I kind-of want to make a new blog, a personal one but with less thinspo on it.
I should follow fitspo-blogs, not thinspo-blogs. I shouldn’t look at thinspo in general. Fitspo makes me motivated & happy but thinspo just makes me depressive & leads me into eating totally wrong & unhealthy. I might start a new blog but I really like my username. I might keep it but change it a bit…
